my 2010's last holiday

i just realized that this last holiday is so fast. i just have 2 weeks holiday. but at least it was better than i must wake up earlier in morning and go to school. the good news is i no need to face my boring day in school with teachers, books, and any nerd students. *dancing* i dont know why but there's no different thing i get in this holiday. it just same like last year holiday where i just spend my holiday just AT HOME, without go anywhere except mall, and my cousin's home. lemme tell you thats all so BORING! yeah, as we know that this year we have AFF football match, so its the last thing that i can spend with. today is 25th of December and i dont know what will happen next, and tomorrow instead.

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!

w a i t i n g

waiting. i know it hard to do. it feels like the world stop spinned. just like you waiting for something that you really want to get that. thats not as easy as we spoke. it really hard then i couldn't handle it alone and it much harder for me if 'you' never know it. now, here i am  waiting for someone who you never know. please never ask it to me, because i'll never tell to you.

The GeJe'est SatNite Ever

mendengar kata malam minggu sebenarnya terlihat sangat menggembirakan, begitu juga yang terjadi denganku hari ini, yah walau tak menggembirakan banget sih. Setidaknya lumayan lah, kenapa..? Karena gue hari ini merasakan yang namanya SURGA (baca : liburan) seneng banget deh ga usa sekolah di hari sabtu yang nyebelin itu harus ikutan CB yang konon katanya akan membuat kita semua menjadi memiliki karakter yang katanya baik itu. Menurut gue sih ga ada gunanya kali pake ikutan kyk gitu segala, logikanya : gimana caranya sih karakter kita bisa menjadi lebih baik hanya dengan menjawab pertanyaan2, diskusi kelompok ga jelas, dan dibacain slide2 ga penting dimana para muridnya kaga antusias sama skali? Imposibble banget kan? 


then, yang ke dua. gue ngiri ma orang-orang yang bisa malem mingguan ma pasangannya sendiri2, gue liatin tuh status tmen-temen gue di bbm, twitter, semuanya deh. ngiri banget gue cuy! *curhat nih gue critanya* yayaya, teringat oleh peribahasa ato kata orang kata kata mutiara gitu bilang kalo Love is not envy, ya gue tau kl Cinta itu tidaklah iri, tapi gimana lagi dong? gue sebagai manusia biasa juga iri kl liat orang-orang pada seneng-seneng di malam minggu yang mreka bilang indah ini, smentara gue cuma di rumah dan meratapinya di depan laptop gue yang kaga bisa menyelesaikan masalah gue. (gimana mau nylesein? laptop kaga bisa ngapa-ngapain sih, ngomong aja kaga bisa, gimana mau nylesein.. ckckck) dan akhirnya gue terlihat sebagai #jomblongenes di malam minggu ini dengan back sound kembang api yang terus meledak di rumah tetangga.


and the last, but not the last for this blog life. kayaknya gue lama-lama bisa 'gangguan jiwa' deh kalo begini terus. (baru nyadar ketika menulis kata yang ada dalam kutipan mempunyai arti kalo gue uda menjadi semakin gila). ya uda deh, sekian dulu. capek nih ngetiknya. :D anyway, have a nice Saturday nite anyone :)

Embarrassed Moment

After sitting more than 2 hours in a room with many computers, and many student also, finally I finished my test. Yap, today I've got my results too. I was thought that how poor am I? I've do it in 2 hours long, but the result been given to me by the teacher in 10 minutes, and the result was poor bad. Even I've knew it before, it was my embarrassed day in this week, but i must accept it even I've did my best. The good news is i must learned English in there, because I'm too bad in English. In fact, I'm really happy, because it can makes many improvement in my ability, but sometimes i think that it just wasting my time. The first thing that come in my mind must be a positive thinking, so i think that will be useful for my future, and that thought make me more happier :)


Then, i still don't know what will happen next, my mom hasn't determine it, maybe tomorrow. but the deadline is Saturday. I never thought to wont join in that class, but i hope my mom be wise to help me reach the better future :)


I wrote this article isnt for a thing that you can tease me with, i just want to tell you that its better late than nothing at all, which i meant that its better if you late to study something, than you never study it. :)

its better late than nothing at all

New Spirit

Today i come with new idea to post article in this blog. I think this blog is much better if I tell anything that comes in my head. it will be better, because i no need too struggle to think what i must write in this blog everyday. And I hope I'll never lazy to update this blog again.


This idea comes from my friend that I known her from facebook. She is kind, creative, and good blogger also, and i like her (as my friend). Before she gave me this advice, I was thought that I must delete this blog as soon as possible, because I was out of idea, then she come and change my mind :)

Christmas! Come faster please!

What do you feel when you hear everybody said 'christmas' ? I guess that you'll feel so happy, because Christmas one of the most favorite celebration for all of us. how i know? First, can you remember it when last year or every year when one month before Christmas come, we can saw Christmas attribute in everywhere. like big Santa statue with his bag full of gifts in the atrium, many deers and its train hang on the mall's celling, and beautiful Christmas trees in every floor. it's so damn beautiful views. and the mall always have many events to celebrate the Christmas eve. Second, as we're know 25 December always mark as holiday, it means we could have a long holiday even just for a week. It's better to have one week holiday than no holiday right?

One month before Christmas come, we can saw Christmas attribute in everywhere

The reason why i really wanted Christmas day to come faster is because of the holiday, celebrations, event, and also because I'd love to see all the Christmas attribute which hanging in the mall than other celebrations attribute. In thousand years ago, Christmas day was celebrated as the birth day of the Jesus Christ. where we could saw in many Christmas film. I've seen that film and in the drama but I don't know why, I never bored to saw that films over and over again, even the story was same and the difference is the actors who act at that film. I'll tell you the short story of that film, but for further story, you can search it by yourself in the Google. The story is began with the Mary who didn't know where she must go to birth her baby in the Nazareth, so Mary and Joseph go to Bethlehem to found some place so they can get in, but there's no place. Finally, they found a place, but the place seems not feasible for Mary to birth her baby. As we known Mary inevitably must birth her baby in there. And there was born a baby who called "Jesus", King Herod heard that and then ask the wise men from the East to observed his star at its rising, and come to pay him homage.

I never bored to saw that films over and over again, even the story was same

Now, all the Christians celebrate Christmas in many ways, they're become more creative. I tell you the one easiest example that we can get it fast on our mind, but you can also mention any other things you know. Like we can look at every house there's a Christmas tree beside the fireplace with many gift that placed in it. And the greatest moment is when i look the family member put the ornament wherever they want (once again, i tell you that i just ever seen that time on drama). Then in the fireplace we can also see there's many Christmas greetings and big socks hang on there. They're believe that in the night of Christmas, the Santa will come to theirs house to put many gift in there with a someone name on it. But i think it just a myth, then the truth is their parents wrap a gift, write their name on it then put in theis socks. Then the other thing is they can write many Christmas greeting for everyone they love to. It makes me envy, not because of the greeting cards, Christmas tree, and also their socks, but because their togetherness. I hope someday Santa really come to my house to give me a gift that i really wanted to. maybe isn't as Santa, my Father it will be better. So, i can ask him why he give me that gift. LOLS =) And guess what! I've made what i wanted to have in a long list format. hope that the Santa wouldn't be surprised with my list. That's why i really wanted to Christmas come faster. :)

It makes me envy, not because of the greeting cards, Christmas tree, and also their socks, but because their togetherness

This World isn't Our STAGE

Our world isn't a stage. Our world is the best place to do something where we could tells good news to everyone, make others feel happy even they're in problems, spread the good influence to everyone and other good things.

But I felt like all the people started to show us their good acting, do everything like actor and actress like in the film. And not all the people in the world like that, but most of them do it. I give you illustration to make you more understand what i meant : The situation you and your friends are work in same office and also have same boss too. When the boss come to your room and look what do you do in office hours, you must be act like you're a good hard-worker. So, the boss just know that you really a hard-worker. When there's no boss in the office, you can do anything you want! Yes, you know what happen next. We can do anything like read news paper as long as you want, have longer time to eat your lunch, etc. The problem is, The Boss don't know what type of person you really are.

when there's a boss in your room :(

when there's no boss in your room :D

 not all the people in the world like that, but most of them

The illustration tells to us : sometimes we're 'using mask'. If there teacher, boss, and others look at us, we act like good workers,students, or anything that you can be. Then if the boss not look at us, we can do anything we want. It makes others pretend that we're really good person, even the truth isn't like that. who knows what you think inside your brain? NO ONE!

It makes others pretend that we're really good person, even the truth isn't like that

The great way to make your life better is BE YOURSELF and not make this world as a stage. You no need ask others to move on, but you must start to do it in your life first. Then others will see and do it in their life too :D

The great way to make your life better is BE YOURSELF

TRUTH or MYTH ?

Last night, i was went to my friend's birthday party. It was in a seafood restaurant near the mall. Fortunately, i sat beside my friend who celebrate her sweet seventeen birthday. She look so pretty! And i think in every party, the waiter should serve the request and ordered to put food on our table, but the last night fact is my friend serve all the food to her friend, and the waitress just stand beside her. That's so terrible! How come the waitress can do whatever they want to do and their boss give they salary in every week..? hmm.. Forget about it. After my friend serve the food to her guest, she sat again and starts to eat anything in front of her, because she's totally hungry and tired because 'the waitress accident'. Then my friends told her to eat the noodles for the longevity. And she not really believe in it! But to make her friends happy, finally she eat the noodles first! Now, i will explain to you what i meant with the "truth or myth?"

My friends told her to eat the noodles for the longevity.

In China, all the citizens are really believe in that argumentation. So in their birthday, noodles always come to be the main menu! But sometimes i didn't believe in that argument. How come noodles can make our age longer? I don't think so ,because I've try it yesterday when my birthday come, I wasn't eat any noodles in that day because no one in my family members think to eat noodle in that day, so we decided to eat other food like fried rice, chicken soup, etc. Honestly, i love to eat noodles, because noodles always have a lot of alternative menus with different  tastes! and the most important fact is I'm still alive till today. Which meant that not true if we not eat any noodles in our birthday, we're going to die tomorrow :D So, i think it just a myth!

In their birthday, noodles always come to be the main menu.

The truth is noodles are not take any effect in our life, but I NEVER told that you're not allowed to believe in that argument. Just in my opinion, that's not true. Because who determine our age aren't us, but God does it. God determines till when we're alive. So, be wise guys! :)

Who determine our age aren't us, but God does it. God determines till when we're alive.

THE REASON

The first reason why i choose this words are because my dreams are my inspirations. It means no one could take it from me. Dreams always give me inspirations in my daily life. It could help me to imagine everything i never know in my imagination when i sleep at night.

My dreams are my inspirations. It means no one could take it from me.

The second reason : I don't know why, but sometimes i felt like I've knew what will happen next and I've dreamt about it before. Like what will happen in tomorrow or next week. My friends said that it was a dejavu, but i never mind about it. And you must know that i not always know it, because I'm not a paranormal and i don't have any supernatural power! So, I decided to write anything that runs in my mind in this blog :)

I'm not a paranormal and i don't have any supernatural power!

And the last reason is because I think dream have same power like hope. Everybody said that if we're don't have any hope, we could die in one second. and i think that could happen in everybody dreams too. let me explain to you what i think about dream.. first we all know that everybody have a dreams when they're sleep, and not only when they're sleep, but also when they're awake and do daily activities. the dreams that we've dreamt make us wanted it to be come true. then, to make our dreams come true, we need to try and do anything that can helps it come true, and we must pray also! :) i know that anything we want can come true in a few seconds. Never think that God doesn't hear your prayer. You must remember it that God have HIS own plan! :)

If your dreams come true, you must be happy right? That's why I said that DREAMS FLY ME HIGH :)